Grim Reaper | Teen Suicide
but I guess you could say it’s better now with me
being the one to take
your souls away
planet earth is blue and there's nothing i can do.
i had a speech therapist when i was young tween/ going into teens because i couldn’t really speak //lacked confidence//couldn’t say anything without swallowing and biting on words. and her room was full of that dutch rabbit /miffy/ so whenever i see that fella its like cool, yea, cool, i can kind of speak fluently now alright thanks pal
today was mangos, sticky fingers, playgrounds, benches, grass, sunshine, and headaches. it was really v. good. - oli’s day review.
today i tried to take a photo while high up on a swing.
today i learnt i can’t lean forward on a swing without holding on
I’m 65% going to scotland in two weeks//
also yeah i did that big think i said i was going to do over yesterday and today, though when i set aside time for it on sunday it just frustrated me, so i stopped thinking about it today and i was talking to someone about stuff and then watching and read some stuff, and it /came to me all of a sudden/ and i’m really really happy. i don’t exactly the concrete steps, bits and pieces, but i know what i want to do, and what makes me happy, even its silly and whatevs and this has taken way too long to figure out, but ahhh its okay, happens, and yes, yes, todays been really good, and my mind feels less foggy/really good. cool :)
+++ i fixed my camera and i don’t have to be mad over it anymore (one less thing to worry about/~\one more thing to be excited about)
- - - i took photos of myself to quick test it out and realized i need to find pals to hang out with so i can take photos of them and not me, bc :( :/ bye/forever/
//// also that reaction in the first photo is me getting really happy because i realised my camera was starting to work.
Tried to chase after this sunset but couldn’t get to a space high or open enough.
i was out today and i went to get a drink from the newsagents i’ve not been to before, and the owner guy was like ‘hey man, you’ve changed to water now, after all that beer?” and i like to think that i have a doppelgänger around vauxhall/westminster that is known in the area for always buying beer, and never water//hope u r hydrated today doppelgänger pal//